'''''''To my world, my life'''''''

2011-03-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

Let history repeat itself?

2011-01-30T11:27:00.002+08:00

这几天感觉很烦。。第一次在我的人生中，我妈了那么多的脏话。可是那个是无可奈何的。

这是我抒发情绪的地方。。。

雨过了，一定会是晴天吗？

2011-01-16T14:12:00.001+08:00

为何我要那么的受气？

我要专心。

2011-01-16T02:18:00.000+08:00

崩溃

2011-01-11T01:16:00.002+08:00

Okay so here I am blogging again.

I think in life, in order to get into doing something, one has to get used to getting used to doing that something.

Like from young, we have to go to school. We are not born knowing that we have to go to school. Parents send us to school. Some children will the first few days in school horrible. Some will enjoy it. Some cry upon the thought of it. But, regardless of the varying emotions that children have, they still have to go to school.

Yep, getting into doing it, which will eventually become part of the life.

I wonder in life how many things are the ones that we really want to do, and which is we know they we need to do it, but is not really what we want to do.

Example like, bathing. Do we really like to do it or its juz part of life that we just need to do?

Hahas enough of randon thoughts for now.

Today it's the first day of school!

Maybe as people grow older, one will just accept what come to you. Unlike when I was in sec sch or college, the thought of school reopening will make me moody. Coz the start of school merely means the end of the holiday!

But right now, the start of school just means the start of a new semester to take up new modules and the whole cycle of piling projects will come upon me.

Yep I have accepted my fate.

I donno why there is always a hindrance from controlling on my diet. Maybe the muscles on the hands are too hard to control. Or maybe i am not determined enough (though i thought i am) to control myself.

Unlike what it is like in NUH when a schedule has been unknowingly planned out for me. After work, gym, eat fruit, go home, sleep. That has become a cycle for me for 2 months n it worked well.

I guess I need to start on something. No more procrastination.

I need happy air.

2011-01-05T22:21:00.002+08:00

Alright so here I am, resuscitating my blog again.

Hmm sometimes in life it can't help to have sudden drive which will make you do something..which is what I am doing right now haha.

I don't know how long will this last, but hope that it won't be a short 3 mins long, as the chinese quote - 三分钟热度.

Hmm i guess this holiday isn't one meaningful one..coz like the usual holidays, what you have planned to do just can't be done..

Yes, all because of procrastination.

Hmm i think it has been a problem in me. I realise that the only cure to my procrastination is when the feeling for emergency, which means doing things last minuteT_T.

I want a change~~ someone please save me.

I dwelled on the thought of checking emails every now and then for recent updates on the vetting progress. Why do people like emails so much? Emails flying everywhere that it makes things difficult sometimes to track down on simple stuff.

I seriously think that facebook and bittorrent are something which one will know that they are slight hindrance(depending on how long you use them) and motivation to further procrastination but yet something which one can't do without. No matter how determined one is in reducing the amount of time spent in using it, the hands will just unknowingly click the url..

Hai, i think next time people will be so well connected that there will be genes mutation and new genes will be produced and people will be interlinked without the need to connect to the internet.

Anyway on a lighter note, let me write down what is worth mentioning that will not make my holiday sound boring:

In 2010:

1) Bought myself two hamsters - Nana and Popo

Hmm okay writing their names triggers me to write more about them..so here it goes.

Actually what provokes me the sudden urge to keep hamsters is becoz of a snow white hamster i saw at Marina Square when I went out with my brother and his gf. I guess its something like love at first sight because it makes my heart settled that I should go for the one - that hamster which i saw. Haha but guess we do not have the fate because we were short of cash then (from buying the acoustic guitar..i love it:D) and so we decided to buy it the next day.

But the next day never happens, lol.

Yes it is, procrastination again. Hmm or maybe it's not as that time I was thinking where I could get similar but cheaper hamster. As money was quite tight then. At the same time, I got some advice from my guitar mates on the type of hamsters that are easier to rear.

In the end, i bought Nana and Popo~ well neither are from the first pet shops which I went to. They were from one of the pet shops that align along the shophouses at Serangoon North Ave 1.

The first that caught my attention was Nana, the light brownish Pudding. This small, chubby and sleepy lil' thing made me go awww. And Popo? Well I shall say that it's for the purpose of companion for Nana. But its the best companion:)

I used to keep hamsters the last time (max record of 13 hamsters in total at one time), and I didn't provide them with a good accommodation (a baby washing sink for the 13 hamsters which slowly reduced to a small CNY goodie container for the last survivor...hahha) nor acceptable living conditions (as tragedies happened when some starved to death and some died of thirst). Learning from mistakes and partly of guilt, I promised my current hamsters good life.

Good bedding, cute plastic house (maybe it seems like up to standard bungalow for them :P), water container which will be filled up when needed and (newly bought) lavender bathing sand (hmm they seems not to know how to use it apparently..). And most importantly, good food~ and a well controlled diet in case they die of overeating HAHA.

And yep! They are living happily now~ In the morning upon hearing their owner footsteps, they will frantically climb up and down the metal railings as they know that footsteps = foodsteps. HAHA! And at night, they will run on the threadwheel and have some vigorous exercise (thank god).

One thing - hope they will use the bathing sand soon...

Oh and another thing - there is slight change to Nana's emotion recently. When I bought it she was very calm, allowing me to carry it around when I wanted to.

Now, she was like a ferocious biter. Even when I try to stroke its back, it will flip around immediately to plant its teeth on the strokerT_T

Hmm pregnant? or early PMS...

We shall see. hahaha.

This is Nana, say hello.

This is Popo, acting dead.

2) Has attempted to make the chocolate marshmellow cake! Hehe. I can still rmb the first attempt when both Tianzhu and Xin Er came to my place to make 2 cakes, one for trial and the other one for Tianzhu's father as it was his birthday (on christmas eve!).

Well the first attempt is always the one whereby you will learn your mistakes, so that you can make a better cake the next time. Which I did! The first and the second layer are properly made now but juz that the third layer is still very soggy.

Means, the third attempt will be a good one! (I hope:D)

3) Wanted to learn rollarblading but I ended up spraining my ankle. Thanks Hui Xin for teaching! Will try learning when my ankle fully recovered:)

4) Could spend more time with JJ.:D And also catching up with my friends!

5) Good time for watching good dramas! - The Walking Dead (damn it...only 6 episodes in first season...have to wait until Oct for the second season!) and How I Met Your Mother :)

I guess I have written much~

Hope will have the urge to write another one soon:D

2010-05-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

Its alright.
And it is going to be alright:)

2010-04-27T01:35:00.000+08:00

Eggcited for work! exams faster end lar! :D:D

2010-04-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

F.O.C.U.S

2010-04-05T18:20:00.001+08:00

Lady Gaga! A song for her dad - Speechless :)

2010-03-29T16:31:00.000+08:00

CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL

2010-03-28T11:31:00.003+08:00

It's two months away since I've just blogged hahaha. But the sudden urge to blog has come back to me again since ytd's catch up with chen. It's been a long time since we met each other. Suddenly it brought back memories of the time we had together.
Time really flies(cant remember how many times i have typed this phrase in here..). And especially talking for like seemingly an hour is in fact much more than the actual.Now we have known each other, not forgetting PCZ, for 7 years already! 3 more additional years and it will be 1/10 of a century~!
I realised that I've been like buried in school as being around in the city area (clark quay,orchard) can make me feel excited and satifactied for the whole day. I should substitute uni life as being part of a rural life~
finally cleared the group projects and there are 2 more left. My friend said she hopes to survive till the end of this month haha which i hope so too.
sometimes i think upon the superficiality and words-more-than-action kind of thing and competitiveness experienced. Maybe that's how education here shapes a person and the well-being?
I guess society will be more impactful than this.

can't wait for the next few days' lunch~~:))

p.s: today's breakfast is great!

2010-01-03T14:42:00.003+08:00

So im lying my hands on the keyboard again typing thie entry on the blogger page. Been lazy to blog for the past few months as blogging has eventually become less of my interest as i spent my time on something else.
well maybe start of 2010 is the revival period? hahaha, there's a sudden urge to blog (mainly) because i have the TIME.
today is the third day of the new year and what's different about this yr is that school wont be starting tomorrow (4th of jan) bt instead its the 11th~! yay! though this is a short holiday bt i think its rather enough to take a breakk, to get the oil ready for the next sem! jiayou~~! strive for the goal!
i have a new year resolution and i need you to be the zheng ren. that is, no fries for this yr! I need to work on my (actually it's every year's) resolution that is to LOSE WEIGHT.
Got a shock when i went to measure my weight at the polyclinic a week ago.Hee.
Jiayou bah~

off to practise guitar. im lagging of motivation. T_T

my cute grandma

28th of dec~

2009-11-06T21:13:00.001+08:00

LOVES :)

2009-10-28T18:46:00.003+08:00

my blog is not dead yet, coz im updating now! :P
I shant start the post with a ''this is such a long time since i have blogged the last time!", or , "how's life people?"
Just start everything straight to the point yea, hehee..lack of time lack of time..
So life has been busy doing projects, (5 modules..5 projects). It's to my great relief that it's the end of the MNO1001 project (Management n Organization project)..which we have to make a video on improving someone's life. Whoo..all the calling up..the salvation army...flea market..and poi ching primary has taken up much of my time. Especially the flea market..lots of man hours! hope we can get in exchange for the effort that we put in:D
anw, presentation of the term paper will be up next..as well as accounting project..
Met Maye on the bus today..seems like everyone is busy, no time for meet up wif the old frens..T_T
i really cant wait for december..when everything comes to an end so that can take a break and breathe in fresher air..
n Jihyun will be going back then..im really sad T_T

2009-07-05T21:42:00.003+08:00

the '2 weeks more' header from the previous post will be moved to this post, coz im extending work till the end of next next week, which means on the 18th of july i will be saying gdbye to the pharmacy.
all because of the magnum icecream, the teachings and the colleagues there.
But sadly, Ting Yan will be working till end of next week. She's a very cool colleague + godmother whom ive known frm the Health Shoppe(a small branch of the pharmacy). The good thing is, Eunice will be joining me very soon, whee:D
The h1n1 phenom isnt really that much of a nuisance as all we gotta do there is to wear the mask. Sometimes it's rather suffocating but it's a form of protecting us and so this small price we pay for will better than that if we are without the mask.
not 1 but 2 new temps had just joined the family. The day will feel different when there is someone new whom u have to (kind of forced) connect. but it's sth good i suppose.
tmr tuition after work..hope the monday blues +hormones change will nt affect the progress tmr..haha..
went out with eunice and her kids today. I realise that it's really zhong beng to raise a kid. love your mummy n daddy for forking out the time for you.(after their sweet honeymoon).

The time= their lifetime..

it's good to change for someone who's worth the change; and giv shit for someone who gave the shit to ur life

2009-06-27T23:46:00.004+08:00

2 weeks more, 105.6 hrs more, and i will be saying sayonara to work.

Happy? Sad? Hahaa don know the exact feeling coz im feeling neutral now. But the thing i know is, i will be missing the people, the regular customers..and the frens made ther.

Good things always come to an end rite? But it can be eternal with faith i guess.

I dont know whether is a good thing or not, that if i cant take it, i will juz leave it. haha, mayb the first time i use it, i kind of feels good after doing it. Good? Bad? Let's see.

I really cant stand when ppl acts differently from who they really are..

went for the brief course on how to insert the catheter, and i choose to go for this course myself! why? first: to learn. second: can eat snake while learning...hehhee :P

it's interesting. And the funny thing is that when the nurse asked whether ther's anyone below 21 (coz the pictures she showed us is quite..sensitive), i raised up my hand and she say," nvm, there are parent's guidance here...(coz the rest are all mothery colleagues..)"

Not all normal tech students are pai kia/spoilt kids. I think they are most real.

It's up to you. :D

2009-06-26T23:30:00.001+08:00

It's ok.
It's really ok.

juz b yourself?

2009-06-19T22:03:00.002+08:00

Today's the last day with my teammate, Amelia. Will miss her lots man.
One who got me to reflect, one who got me to feel the pleasure of reading. I bought a new eeyore today, from the pharmacy but it's kept in the drawer underneath. So i believe that it's new unless somebody put it into the drawer by intention or by chance..hahha..
For the last 2 weeks Amelia did a countdown on the number of days left to her last day, and ytd she did a countdown in hours. Today she was VERY kind to do one for me, very good! hahahas.
And i will be left with 1291.5 hrs working as a RA (retail assistant).
Days are getting more 'exciting' now, as we have to wear mask AGAIN, starting from 3pm today.
Congrats to Eunice and Ayu who will be converting to full time soon!
off to melacca tmr, gotta wake up early...chaos:D

2009-06-18T22:30:00.003+08:00

The day was being brought down by the staff, but brought up by Amelia the buerer promotor. Her last day tmr :(

It's ok :D

2009-06-09T23:46:00.002+08:00

Go modify your own story and tell your friends.
I wont regret in flaring up today,
coz i know frens aint treated tt way you treat.
Bloody Hell.

2009-06-08T22:47:00.002+08:00

Had encountered some interesting customers today. :)
customer 1, a 30+ yr old man

man: hi, can i ask u about the eye drop?
retail: yea..how can i help u?
man: is the expiry date for all these eye drop one month after opening?
retail: yea, all of them
man: how come it's a month?
retail: hm...coz it's like that..the best period to prevent contamination coz it's no longer sterile after opening
man: im curious to know..how come it's 30 days and not 25 days?
retail: hmm..coz it's like that. but u hold on uh, i check wif my staff..

retail: i checked and they told me the same thing..haha..coz it's like tt.
man: im curious to know how come it's fixed to 30 days..
retail: hahaha..mayb u can check with the pharmacist at counter 20?
man: im sure they will give the same answer as you..hahah..
retail: hahahaa, how about googling it?
man: but im afriad that they will give the unreliable resources.
retail: hahahha..
man: it's ok, i think im too curious..bt im still curious how come it's 30 days n not 25 days..

i should have told him that it's same for the rest of the products..some expire a yr later n some half a yr later..hahaha.

then, customer 2, a 40+ yr old woman who brought the tegaderm dressing, a kind of transparent, waterproof dressing.

woman: hello, i wan to ask u about this dressing..how come it doesnt stick?
retail:hmmm, this is a transparent cover film..it's supposed to stick..
woman: i donno how to use it, no matter how hard i try also cant stick
retail: when did u buy it?
woman: around one yr ago..
retail: mayb it has lost its adhesiveness..let me check its expiry date..
woman: orhhh..i need to buy new one. but this one i brought it here, can demonstrate to me how to use it?
retail: sure. you take this paper out, then cover this plaster on the wound..then take out this paper strip at the side..
woman: oh? need to take the paper out one ah?
retail: yea..like how you will use the normal plaster..juz take every paper out..
woman: no wonder! aiya i have thrown away 3 pieces of this dressing coz i thougt it cant stick!
retail: hahaha..need to take out the paper..
woman: thanks ah, girl!

customer 3, 40+ yr old man

man: ask u uhh, is this the ggauze for wound?
retail: yup, this is the one u cover over ur wound.
man: how about this one? (he picked another type of dressing)
retail: you can also use this..actually for normal wound u can juz use this, n it's cheaper
man: orhh, okay i think it's this one..i take this..thanks ah
man walked away, and came back after buying gauze..

man: forgot to ask u...i need the waterproof dressing,..it's this big..where is it uh?
retail: ohh it's this one, how many do u need?
man: how much is 1? ohh $3+...hmm giv me 5...thank you ah
man walked away, and came back after buying dressing..

man: ohhh forgot to ask u again...i need the dressing set..is at where ah?
retail: it's here, one for $1.70.
man: hmm this one need to use n throw ah..think i don wan lar, i go n buy those tray which i can use hot water to sterilise..where's the tray ah?
retail: over there, there're the metal and the plastic type..
man: ohhh, think i don buy first..coz at home still have..thanks ah..
man walked away, and came back...

man: wahh, the dressing sets are cheaper! i think i buy 5 sets.
man walked away, awayy and awayy.

Retail assistants and customers cant live without each other man.

2009-06-07T22:17:00.001+08:00

why are you created?

2009-06-06T22:25:00.002+08:00

I find rejecting people more difficult than being rejected by people. Rejection for course, rejection for interviews, n many more rejections. To me it's kind of a part n parcel in life, and an alternative can be found quite easily so far. But in rejecting people, it's a xue wen to me.
sighh, to think about how hard ive planned an rejection for someone who's obviously unreasonable make me foolish.
okay, yesterday is the first step, first attempt to make a major rejection. but all i think is, shi bai...zhen shi bai..
i believe that there's more to go.

please look at that change. sometimes it's getting on my nerves..really.

2009-06-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

R.E.J.E.C.T.

What do you think of this word?

2009-05-31T11:50:00.003+08:00

Im back to leave some words here before i abandon it without knowing that i've abandoned it, hahaha.

Same as usual, work has occupied most of my time. After the last guitar lesson some weeks before, thursday has become my free day, yay and sob. I wanna continue guitar. And yea i don have the talent to learn it myself so i gotta find someone out there to teach me more. But my lazy life has caused some hindrance to new stuff.

My routine of life now for wkdays is:

wake up and go for work

come back home, tired

rest and eat, start the com

chat, watch drama

sleep

catching up with frens at times

hahah and tt's all.

tt's how my time is used up.

for wkends?

sometimes go out

sometimes stay at home

sometimes sleep

i led a boring life..

it's time for some changes. But it takes time i guess. How long? Nobody knows, coz it's about me and myself. Anyway, there's nothing much to groan about. Living a life is not boring..when u appreciate.

gam-ba-teh :D

2009-05-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

Give me the courage that i need.

2009-05-13T22:07:00.005+08:00

Today on the main page of 早报现在, there is an introduction made about Twitter, and how it has sort of outshine Facebook.
And after i got home from work today, i on the com and started out twittering. I got the account already bt then till now i then really work out what it is really about.
Hmm, i dont really fancy it. Just like Facebook.
Then i just type a random topic and it brought me to a list of comments left by tthe tweeters (a name for member who use Twitter).
And somehow i came across this:

http://www.digitaljournalist.org/issue0309/lm01.html

It's about photojournalism. And really captured by it, coz really, picture speaks more than words.

So here I am to upload photos once again:D But i donno whether this inspiration will be long lasting or short termed.

Let's see. haha.

Okay,share some pictures taken quite recently.

Net's birthday :D

Ladies in white!

At fish n co :D The fish in the stomach(s) at this moment :P

eat you up eat you up eat you up eat you up~~

Smile!

Triplets!

4 now!

Happy day :D:D

PCZ

Okay luckily i no need to visit the toilet the moment after the steamboat. But i realised the momentum/energy for steamboat will deterioate with age. Hmm not meaning that im old but maybe the stomach will restrain at times, and mayb one starts to realise that it's not worthwhile to spend money on sth u can make easily urself. :D

This is really taken long ago. I like this photo:D

2009-05-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

2009-05-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

Vois Sur Ton Chemin

Les Choristes

En Vivo.

Male soprano : Jean Baptise :D

2009-04-30T23:37:00.003+08:00

Since I have all the time now, as tomorrow is a public holiday (labour day) and somehow the ling2 gan3 (feeling) has come to me, i shall left my long lost handprint here.
So life has been revolving around work, lesson and some catching ups. Out of which, work has occupied most of my time.
Work has been going fine. Seeing different types of customers is something which i kind of like there. There is a wide range of customers, some thankful where one can feel that they really appreciate the help that is served for them; some just think that serving them is natural since they have paid for the GST; some has become fussy that they call every now and then for the stocks and make a fuss when the stock hasn't come yet; some living a deep impression because they make unusual gesture n action like lifting up the top partially and exposing the belly..; some made a minor commotion and then some weeks later they come back and say jokingly that they are the one who have caused trouble the last time..
haha, and the list goes on.
What a small world, with big ranges of personalities.

And recently, more can be seen from the patients there due to the outbreak of swine flu in mexico. The sense of vigilance can obviously be felt when ongoing customers kept asking whether there were still stocks for the face masks, the normal ones and the N95 ones.
Long queue is formed in the morning today (when the staff didnt mention about forming queue to get mask..somehow it juz formed by itself) and cleared in an hour.
once put up today, all the thermometers (simplest type) have been swept away by the customers. Alcohol handrub, handwash are all taken away. got one moment i saw a man taking two baskets full of handrub. And my boss looked at me, jaw-dropped..i looked at her, eye-dropped..ahahhas.

Nevertheless, in the midst of such a period, fear is something that cant be avoided. Well, not that kind of fear that's comparable to worrying whether that person im interacting with right now is carrying that germ anot..is the kind of fear that one will sometimes think it's not really necessary coz it's still rather..safe (now). And together wif the laughters frm the auntie from their usual jokes, the atmosphere is kind of normal, at the moment.

Taking precautions is important yea. Take good care :D

2009-04-28T19:49:00.001+08:00

It's ok,
it's alright.

Coz' I will be there for myself. (=

2009-04-20T22:34:00.001+08:00

Wandering

2009-04-18T23:31:00.001+08:00

月亮代表我的心
A simple yet a touching song

2009-04-17T20:58:00.001+08:00

快乐，欢笑，其实是免费，简单的 (:

2009-04-16T22:10:00.002+08:00

The feeling of getting the new score from mr chow today brought me memories..

2009-04-15T18:37:00.000+08:00

life's for once and enjoy it. :D

2009-04-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

I need an a-larm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out

(these days)

It's getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won't leave me alone
There's things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid off all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can't anyone see

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x6]

I rock a
Lawsuit when I'm going to court
A white suit when I'm gettin' divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I'm home alone
Talkin' on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
They're saying
“Now you're rich and
Now you're famous
fake ass girls all know your names and
Lifestyles of the rich and famous
your first hit aren't you a-shamed?”
Of the life [x2]
Of the life you're livin'

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live

Stop your messin' around boy
Better think a your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers

Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we're coming from
We've already seen
The worst that this life can bring

Now we're expected everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]

I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]

I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about what happens to me

I just wanna live

2009-03-29T17:38:00.002+08:00

im amzaed by how the equipments used by the patients actually work.
One of which, the stoma bag, one which is connected to the stoma.

The stoma is the opening of the stomata found in leave. So the stoma used for human being is derived from here, it's an opening found at the abdomen. But it isnt a natural opening, coz it's done by the doctor...on people with some problem with the colon or the intestine and so gotta remove the small/large intestine..
So, they cant go do big business in the toilet smoothly, so gotta create the stoma.
And attached to the stoma is a bag.

I was quite amzed the first time i saw it on the first day of work at the pharmacy. And all along i thought it's somehow attached to the anus or sth.

And finally i understand how it works after tt memorable 5min of serving a female customer. :X

Looking back at the previous entries that i have posted up on blog the last time in jc life, there are times when i felt that life isnt tt great afterall.

http://routetotheping.blogspot.com/2008_03_01_archive.html

this is an example.

but, life isnt that bad afterall. When people can still stay strong when they have much more things to brood about. sometimes the worries in our life are far less threatening compared to those faced by the happier people..

be natural :D

2009-03-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

Missing it.

2009-03-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

i believe..
everything happens for a reason :D

2009-03-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

Thank god

2009-03-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

Viva La Vida

2009-02-27T22:04:00.002+08:00

my trash bag of thoughts. where's the trash bin? hahas.

ps: Mas Selamat has escaped for a year already.

2009-02-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

2009-02-15T00:31:00.002+08:00

happy single's valentine's day!:D:D

the 2 days, i realised that hospital is a place of acceptance. A place where the adnormal can be treated like the normal. :)

2009-02-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

dont let THEM affect u.

=D

Be a happy man.

2009-02-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it's better to treat me badder..
sometimes a rusty and old water tap buried deep in the soil can just burst..
sometimes it's better to be a little bit more brave..
sometimes it's better to feel more appreciative
sometimes it's better to be more real
sometimes it's too hard to know a person's true colour
sometimes it's better (or is it not) to let an incident happen and let the colours spill..
sometimes it's good to explore around
sometimes it's good to have a day at the arcade.
sometimes....sometimes..shall continue the other time.

2009-02-07T23:51:00.002+08:00

The first time when i knew how to do the stuff at work, i'm pleased with the job as it is something that benefits people, like assessing their claims so that they can get be compensated for the medical fees. It also involved printing cheques and mailing cheques to them, and the last time when i did this during the last day before chinese new year, i felt like a cai shen ye(goddess fo wealth), sending out money to the others (of coz the money is not from me lar hahah!).
That gives the satisfaction to work.
But to think of it again, it's not just my work. Everyone works for the same goal - gives the best to the society, and to earn salary to support the family or for one's good.
So, the system works for the same goal - benefit!
Hhahaas, just some random thoughts while i was out with my dad today. It's been long since i last went out with my dad...

Play during weekend and it will end up monday blu-ing on mondays.
There's a ''thank god it's friday (TGIF)'' and i think they should have a "oh my goodness..monday again?" (OMGMA).

2009-02-01T01:10:00.001+08:00

Tell Me Why

2009-01-30T21:43:00.003+08:00

Let the photos talk :D

Mindscafe

J.Co

Happy Chinese New Year:D

2009-01-28T22:59:00.002+08:00

Loudspeaker n loudspeaker's cousin in the office.

2009-01-25T18:57:00.002+08:00

It's the Chu Xi today! And a few minutes more i gotta go have my reunion dinner :D
Just to share sth that ive read just now, regarding FOOD, hehes:P

Yu Sheng (lohei) -> An interactive dish that everyone participates in, tossing and exchanging good wishes to welcome the brand new year. Sybolises abundance, prosperity and good fortune.

Nian Gao (traditional sticky rice cake) -> "higher every year"

Tang Yuan -> unity

Sugar Cane -> represents sweetness, its tiers symnbiolise the upward path of life.

Mandarin Orange - > sounds like 'gold' in cantonese

Ji Yang (chicken and mutton) -> sounds like 'jixiang' in Hainanese

Glass noodles -> symbolises longevity because it's long and thin

Okay shall stop here, will blog more soon:D mayb later !

2009-01-24T10:32:00.000+08:00

No need to beg to earn a living.

2009-01-22T22:57:00.001+08:00

yay yay..
HAIZ HAIZ HAIZZ...

2009-01-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be special day! There will be more companion during work starting from tomorrow:D
I donno whether i should find a new job or stick to the current one. There will be changes made to it very soon.
No matter what, things will change soon.

ps: know about much more about the colleagues, so the suspect is correct, hahas.

2009-01-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

It's good to be filled with things to do everyday. But the bad part about this is that it's tiring..hahahs.
Okay off to bed now :D
Have a good day ahead. :D

2009-01-03T10:29:00.004+08:00

It's quite late for the wish n all now so i shall wish everyone a Happy third day of the New Year 2009!
The first difference felt this year which made the start of this year a rather special one is that,

THERE'S NO SCHOOL ON THE SECOND DAY OF THE NEW YEAR!!

WHEEEEEE!

hahahahas, but then sad thing is, there's work and is in the waiting-for-result period..

hmmm sad in the way that every expenses is under my control. At the meantime the allowance from parents is being cut off. And gotta use the bare hands to make a living, sighh..

Working isnt a bad thing afterall. Luckily the colleagues there werent that mean, like those super duper extreme backstabber that is depicted on tv. At most it's just superficialism. But mayb becoz it's juz a temp work, it will sure b a much difference when i work permanent the next time.

To think of it, it's nearer n nearer to the working society. Must appreciate the old saying that "studying is better than working". And i agree to it. hahahas. If there's no exam, i will agree TOTALLY i tell u, hahahs.

Anyway, medicorp just sent a request letter to borrow a 4 room flat apartment for a shooting of a new drama. Cant imagine how's it like to see your own house on the tv. For my hse it will b a big no! if it's broadcasted to the close ones it will not b a problem. But ot the whole singapore?? crazy! hahahs!

Happy new year once again! and live your life your way :D

2008-12-29T23:32:00.003+08:00

Went to watch twilight today after a day's work.
Monday there's always this monday blues but it kind of wasnt there today at work. Perhaps there was a new temp that makes the day at the office a rather special one. Just like in school, when there's a newcomer, you feel different rite? Same applies here.
But this newcomer isnt that new at all. She worked before wor.
But didnt communicate much coz she's more close to the seniors so far i can see.
So tomorrow will b another boring working day, not much new stuff le..

Twilight was not bad, the characters in there spice the movie up, hehehs:P
It's only when i chat with caizhen when i reached home that i get the last part of the movie. im bad in recognising ppl hahah!

Sometimes i think my emotion quite funny, n unpredictable.
I ought to be angry, but im not! surprised surprised.
Mayb the hormones are funny too.
after what sharon say, "stare at them! they are suckers man!" i juz felt shiok (she made my day in other way today..) but i werent angry at all.
Perhaps listening to music (which i was doing at that point of time) really helps to soothe ur mind.

p.s.: nachos are damn nice!
mood today is good :D out of no apparent reason..

2008-12-28T22:06:00.003+08:00

YESMAN!

Watched Yes Man on the christmas eve. Was nicer than expected and jim carrey was funny as usual. If you are sick of life this movie can kind of spice it all up:D

watch it! YES! YES! YES!

2008-12-26T13:37:00.003+08:00

25.12.08

merry christmas

2008-12-17T20:33:00.000+08:00

3rd of december - prom night:D

As written in my previous previous post, it was my very first time attending a school prom. It was happening in some ways, such as being the lastest for the night because sy n me did our shoppin gon that very day. And we didnt place any booking for any salon like what the others did that day. So it's a memorable one indeed hahahs.

I made my ever first pair of contact lens for the prom! Actually till now i don really dare to wear the lens. Partly becoz i have fear for it due to my parents' ongoing reminder to be careful when wearing the lens because there are some negative cases and consequences of wearing the lens. So everytime when i gather my courage to wear the contact lens, it just fails me. Therefore on that prom night i have to trouble the optical shop assistant to guide and help me so that the contact lens are finally sticking themselves on the smooth wall of the cornea haha! The feeling of having a clear vision without anything fixed on top of the nose/in front of the eyes is good! and the eyes are made bigger and a short-term goodbye to the small eyes! :D

zi lian me in the taxi. on the way to meet sy at ang mo kio hub to do our touch-up before goin to hilton hotel.

We were quite lucky that day. Coz actually when we reached amk hub we had no idea where we would b heading for our make up and all. The hair was quite easy coz we just asked one of the housekeeping aunties there on the direction for the salons. As for our make up, we just roamed aimlessly in the mall until we got into a skin food shop which seems like they provide make up as there are cosmetic products displayed in the shop.

we asked and it's sad that they dont provide the make up for customers. But in the end they help us wif the make up for free. The malay shop assistant is really very nice.

We took a cab to the hotel and it was the first time in which we get to view the christmas decorations in orchard coz taxi is a rare transport for me. Only for special occasion haha!

And it's the first time that there's someone standing there to open the taxi door. The feeling quite weird btw haha!

By the way other than the common orchard road there's this big tree just next to smk hub wich looks pretty at night. haha extra info here...:P

So upon reaching the hallroom..

We saw this! a durian-like lamp or what you call that hahas. Or is it called the radiator since the ends look like they are radiating something.

We were extraordinarily late so we missed out the class photos. Lazy to photoshop our faces in the photos so just imagine we were there hahas.

Everyone looks pretty and handsome on that day (:

And we reached. Quite amazed when we first stepped into the hall. Coz' it's the first time to see everyone dressed in that way. But the atmosphere (which was partly brought about by the funny mc that day) was good and relaxed lar. Seems like everyone is happy n excited,(all ready to fill their empty camera's memory card haha!)

Me and shangya!

We bought the dress with the same pattern but of different colour :D

The food ther was not very nice. I recommend that they hire better chef.

girls from my class.

us bullying jasmine a.k.a Ahtean!

Sharon and angeline!
We became closer this year. And rmb, never judge people by their looks!

And the choir people..

jac! i like the purple dress :D

debbie!

this photo is a match to the previous 2 photos! hahahs, nvm if you dont get it :P

I rmb that time i waved to Zheng Zhi to tell him to take photo but then he juz gave me a blank look. It was when i waved to him the third time and shouted across to him 'huiping here!' he then 'woke up'. he couldnt recognise me!hahah!

With Christina and Fanny :D

trupt and me! trupt rebonded her hair and it really suits her. The first day during the chalet when i first saw her with her rebonded hair, my first reaction was similar to that of zheng zhi's, couldnt recognise at all! so it really takes some time rite, for the nerve to send the message to the brain for recognition of a person's identity haha!

And not forgetting the beattyians!

yanshan!

germaine a.k.a the lao da jie hahas! Bleahing~

chek keng :D

xuli! though we were in the same school for like 6 years, this is the first time that i took individual photo with her :D not too bad huh?

Rachel! y my head looks like so big here? hahahs!

Yan Yu! don miss me too much too har~ hehes:]

us with ying yu and yan yu. not yu1 is yu4 :D

group photo:D

jie huang. think he looks a bit like david choi.

us with lucas and gary (not gary chaw sighh..). gary's expression totally changed at butter factory. keep a look out as u stroll down hahas.

it's weird that ther isnt a dance hall at hilton hotel. And in the end everyone headed to butter factory. It's unlike what ive imagined earlier - a nice ballroom with couples dacning against a nice background music.
in the end, we took a cab ther ( the guy's treat) to the butter factory!

finally ive found this bridge (which i often see in my frens' photos.) it's actually a colourful bridge but it's appears too bright here.

there's this very long queue outside the factory because apparently there were three schools and other clubbers waiting to enter the club. So have to wait for quite a while.

met huimin outside the factory! The blue ivory eyes look cool :D

the entrance looks like this.
apparetly there's no butter cookies sigh..

It was my mere frist time experience in a club! And perhaps it will b the very last time becoz it's not a place for me i think. Perhaps becoz there were just too many people that day( or is it normal? hahas) that makes it quite rowdY. Besides that, that were scandalous scenes (some 'presented' form my sch people). Wow, interesting!
and the toes were hurting once we took a rest after some time on the dance floor. They r still numb now..sob.

after that it was very early le (3am...) reminds me of the song 'wu jia ke hui' hahas! so we juz roam aroudn clarke quay and found a place to sit near to e singapore river.

photos taken on the roaming journey:

too candid shot, hahahs!

this is the result of alcohol in your body. see the difference between this and the previous photo!

waiting for sunrise hahaha! tze h. juz puked..due to food poisoning..

lazy to post up the rest, heex:P hope you enjoy:D

off to bed now, gd nite!

2008-12-11T22:54:00.002+08:00

This song is written by David (a youtube quite popular producer) for his fans who faced difficulties in life. Though it's all chunked together but it's quite meaningful i think. :D

Lyrics:

Happiness is Near

LineJosefine, theres a whole world outside of Denmark
Eliza0girl you gotta move on cuz your friends a spoiled jerk
animeains, you cant trust everybody, cuz theyll just bring you down
hanpamerican, Im glad you realize that its the inside that really counts

hoohaas4life, theres always gonna be more fresher fish in the sea
xxybnrmlxx, stop watching so much TV
see-chee heres your shoutout I hope it made your day
Naniculus, your grandmas in heaven, partying away

Heres my advice, just live the best you could
There are always times in life when youll be misunderstood
Try to laugh and share some love, no more bitter tears
Everything will turn out fine, cause happiness is always near

shanestanbridge, hey I got a great dog also, I got bitten too, on the ear
johnnymay1st, pick a girl with heart, and not just great looking hair
JayJuvenile09, so youve known this girl, who doesnt really care
Look for someone wholl treat you right, cuz right now, its not fair

amandahellarad, you got a great voice,
dont worry I dont mind the extra background noise
darkvietnamesegirl, isnt kissing fun
aznangelz, I know what you mean, but its your life
you should live your dream
ffviet, your future looks to me, inspiring

Heres my advice, just live the best you could
There are always times in life when youll be misunderstood
Try to laugh and share some love, no more bitter tears
Everything will turn out fine, cause happiness is always near

Happiness is always near
Happiness is always near

never coz i fear..

2008-12-06T09:29:00.004+08:00

Look like i have not updated much recently. Had been rather busy. Thankfully one of the major events was over and being striked off from my to-do list. And that was the PROM NIGHT. whoo had never thought that it could be that tiring to shop for a proper dress that could fit the prom's theme (splendour). But it's indeed a good experience, like to see everyone from our school becoming chio that day, and experiencing and watching 'shows' at the pub (butter factory), watching my class people dance at the ballroom.
Think that will be the first and last time experience bah :D
Photos will most propably be uploaded next week. Good things are meant for waiting haha!

Shall blog about my class chalet that was held on the 24th of november (last week). It was at NS hometeam. It was very spacious (2 storeys)with 4 bedrooms, 1 kitchen and a living room. But it was quite ulu, have to take a long bus ride and then have to walk a rather long distance.
But somehow i like tt place.

At first, my clique people decided not to stay overnight and just attend the bbq. But then in the end, due to the ulu-ness of the place and the popularity of staying overnight that made people change their mind haha! And the funny part was yt eventually talked to ze's parents to reassure them that it's really ulu there and it would really be better to stay overnight.
now we all know that ze snores when she sleeps..coz it's being 'announced' in the conversation between yt and the parents haha!
Sad that no ct teachers could turn up for the chalet..as mr leong was on holiday with his family to sydney and ms ong was studying at switzerland..

These are my class guys except for the boy in strips. That's shumin's younger brother. Shumin helps the class to book the chalet and everything. Good job!

Played some cards game (as suggested by jiehuang). It was a memory game and very exciting coz no one wished to do the forfeit which was to borrow a pad from 'neighbour', and angeline was just too suay that time haha!

Remembered that day was the last episode of that Aids show on channel 8. At 9pm most of us gathered in front of the tv with our eyes glued to the screen. The rest were bbq-ing, serving the 'audience' with bbqed food. Im one of the audience, shuang heheex:P

Then we got nothing much to do and took class photos. The camera was placed on the staircase, which was just nice to take the class photo. This was taken after the 9pm show and everyone seemed like they are watching the 10pm news. But actually we forgot to turn off the tv.

I think the guy on the far left(gary) looks like L..i mean the shirt and the way he sit hahas..

Jie Huang smelling the xiang gang jiaos.

The timing for this isnt right! Wanted to take a shot when everyone was up in the air but it ended up as if we were dancing!

This was found loithering around at the corridoor. And it had much power that it brought all the girls on the bed screaming. Luckily the guys came to the rescue and with much ease, they captured xiao qiang with an envelope and there! It;s swimming in that swimming pool hhahahs. Then with a flush..the small swimming pool becomes endless swimming pool haha!

Shant upload all the photos here. Grab more frm friendster :D

I dont think we will have another class chalet again. They are really nice people and it's great that we are one as a class in our life :D

two years, 0707.

2008-12-04T23:53:00.001+08:00

guitar(:

2008-11-28T00:23:00.002+08:00

1) simple, available, naked or flirt?
single.

2)are you happy with that?
till now happy, tell u when i get the others hahahs.

3)Would you still kiss ur ex?
no ex..how to kiss..

4)have u ever had your heart broken?
of coz lar, human gt feelings one mah.

5)do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
yes! when you are dreaming.

6)have you ever talked about marriage?
rmb tt time at marina..we were looking at the river and we talked about tt topic..romantic hor?

7)do you want children?
yes.

8)how many?
3? hopefully.

9)if someone like you now, would u want them to tell u?
of coz. definitely feels good to know someone likes u..but not too many,n i doubt so on that for my case hahaha!

10)do you want someone you cant have?
cant have still want..if wan to remain single lor then can have all the time for that.

11)have you ever been in love?
yeaa, the first is love frm your family:D

12)do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
of coz. juz like celebrating birthdays but it's birthday for two. but i doubt so for couples wif pms..hahas

13)does your ex still have feelings for u?
don have ex how to have feelings...haiyoo next qns lar

14)do you believe in long distance relationship?
yes. ppl can get married when they don even see each other in real life.

15)do you believe in love at first sight?
used to coz watch too much tv le..now i don think so

16)are you perfect?
of coz not.

17)are you tall?
quite..bt see for yourself la

18)are you in your pyjamas?
nope..dont have one..

19)the last friend you saw?
shangya aka kaya

20)last talked on phone to?
sharon

21)last person to text u?
huimin

22)favourite number?
8 :D you wan to buy 4D har? asking so many ppl for their fav no.

23)colour?
purple, brown, red

24)food?
anything tt's edible! n nice lar. esp when you r hungry..simple food will b heavenly

25)what was the first thing you did this morning when u got up?
walk to the toilet..

26)do you have anything bothering u?
of coz.tt's life.

27)what's the last movie you watched in the threatres?
the mirrors! my first m18 movie. hurhur

28)where is the last place u went?
far east

29)do you smile a lot?
yea, will have lots of winkle next time..sob

30)do you wish upon stars?
not really. cant see much stars frm here leii

31)are you a friendly person?
think so? i can b unfriendly too, hurhurr

32)where did u have your sleep last night?
bed..

33)when was the last time u cried?
hmmm, cant rmb. don rmb the sad thing yea

34)what was the last thoughts before goin to bed?
what to do tmr.

35)rate life as of it now, one being bad, ten bring great?
8 bahh. credits for having some form of freedom after A's :D

36)what do you hear right now?
the typing sound..sound coming frm my bro's mouse..now he's typing too

37)is anything hurting u right now?
nt tt extreme la. Bothering is the word hahas

38)what's your favourite month?
feb(CNY), dec,june(christmas, holi)

39)are you missing someone right now?
nope

40)are you tired?
yes..more qns to go hahahs

41)are your parents still married?
yeS

42)real name?
HENG HUI PING

43)eye colour?
dark brown!

44)male or female?
female. you can actually interpret frm the name u know..

45)hair colour?
black

46)crushing?
nope

47)sweats or jeans?
jeans!i don have sweats! so jeans!

48)phone or camera?
phone! so to ask the others to bring camera. then we got phone AND camera haha!

49)health freak?
not really,hhahs

50)righty or lefty?
righty! i can write with lefty but it's ugly n nobody can read it haha!

51)smoke or drink?
havern try both till now. u wan me to try uh?

52)first best friend?
primay sch fren bahh. Ching Ching.

53)first enemy?
cant rmb..dont let me rmb or else..hurhurr

54)first vacating?
johor!i like chewing gums!

55)eating?
now 1.20am leii. supper makes me fatter

56)drinking?
i go drink now..

57)listening to?
typing sound?

58)plans tmr?
chalet:D n shopping

59)your other half..lips or eyes
eyes:D think guys will choose lips,heex.

60)your other half..shorter or taller?
taller! ppl wan to grow not giu zui(shrink)!

61)romantic or spontaneous?
romantic:D mayb watch too much drama tt's why i choose tt hahahs

62)sensitive or loud?
sensitive. i cant to very loud hahas

63)hook-up or being in a relationship?
in a relationship. hook-up sounds like bring preyed by predator. eeks

64)have you ever..drank hard drinks?
nope..havern start to drink yet

65)have you ever...lost glasses or contacts?
nope, heng ahh coz im ah heng!

66)ran away frm home?
nope, guai rite?

67)broken someone's heart?
hmmm, assuming that this qns is breaking a guy's heart(if it's a girl's heart then it sound very les) Nope.

68)been arrested?
nopee. If someone get arrested bfore then will publish this qns meh?

69)do you like someone?
yes, don expect me to put the name here. hahah!

70)are you seriously happy with where you are in life now?
yepp:D better to b happy than sad. But can b improved hahah!

off to bed now! :D

2008-11-25T20:11:00.002+08:00

got my contact lens! spent quite some time putting them on. quite a tough task actually. You know even when i put on the eye liner (forced to put..choir mah..) my eyes will get irritated easily.
And imagine putting on the whole lens! it's the first time i get to feel (and really feel) the eyeball haha!
yuanting says i make it sound very kong bu..:P and this reminds me of the more kong bu scene when i saw the choir ppl crowding in front of the mirror, forcing their eyes wide open in order to put the lens. Now i understand why hahah.
anw went for class chalet ytd. It was more fun than i expected. Manage to know more about the ppl in my class clique and change my perspective on some of them. It's a positive change as i realise that my classmates are realy nice ppl(:
Actually this is the first time that i really appreciate and enjoy the whole moment of a chalet. hmm i donno y, maybe i dont really miss home this time. And it's better to take a good breath
outside..
perhaps it's just a matter of time that all these crap will b gone. and a matter of choice i guess.
and there's another chalet this coming friday and im gonna stay the 3 days 2 nights:D yay.

jj's photo is still not mailed to me!ahhhh!
gona torture Keon on sunday..heh heh..
mayumi coming back soon, and gonna stay for long(:
havern shop for anything that's linked to prom, and only left with 6 days hahaha
right now watching yuan lai wo bu shuai:D

thanks for the letter jie(:

2008-11-22T12:26:00.010+08:00

I realise that i have been blogging out-datedly, unlike the past, i cant bring myself to blog about the events that have happened on that actual day. But anw, reading about memories is also not bad right? :P
So here it is, the day after that dreadful A level. spent our first moment out without giving a second thought to undone assignment or untouched revision. But the feeling was weird, like suddenly some part of you has been taken away by something, maybe coz there isnt any aim and there isnt anything much to do after the exam.
So,enough of crapping haha, here are the photos, enjoy:D

Went to the kbox which ive craved for long. Im still not satisfied! anybody wanna go soon? hahah!

the klunch..hmmm, they should hire better cook...

yay!

After k-ing we went to meet the rest. It's been long since i met sherlyn! very very longg hahaha! but glad that we as a clique still can get along well just like before. Maybe distance mae the heart fonder? Happy with you guys!
So, we went to Kenny Roger to have lunch. The food there is not bad, i like the cheesy thingy but i cant rmb the name heex:P
then spend our timme talking about sth related to the restaurant name hahaha!

it's been a long time since we had a big group photo. hope we got the whole clique photo soon(;

i like marina:D

wanna see qian shou guan ying? nope shld be si shou guan ying!

suddenly our hands protrude net!

then set sook in a trap, heh heh heh.

next time when we got more sexy back then take again k? haha!

emokids..

molesting sherlyn's hair..heex..

jasAmine!

Love's in the air worr!~~

i wan psp...esp now when there's nth much to do. And no more psp for me! ahhhh!

yayy!

then we met up again! we went to sherlyn's hse to play Wii. It's our first time, and it's damn fun man! gonna challenge sherlyn on the rythem game the next time:P

sook n me put down our hair that day, hehehehe:P

our secret:P

here's our normal shot:

and then...the abnormal shot..

mayb it isnt obvious here, so here's the more obvious one..

THE TOOTIE SMILE!

Sherlyn's the funniest hahaha!

more abnormal....

i prefer the shots here! reflections=D

think we look like a moutain here leii. or ice kajang? haha!

blur vision is nice too!

EMO!

i prefer the flash here! not the actual flash which show all my dark circle. I wanna remove them!!

got scared? opps hahaha!

but there's somemore.. hehehe:P

i like the sofa, very comfy!

yayyy!

and here's the wii game:D

i realise im better at the rymthemic game, coz you juz follow the rymthem then no nned muz force also..lazy ppl mahh hahah!

Having fun! :D

we are the white and blackies.

and we are the blackies:D

brown n whities!

muz go next time yea!

off to meet my niece, that's all!

2008-11-14T22:22:00.012+08:00

Shall photoblog first bfore i write about anything, heex:P
quite deprived of entertainment during the exam period, so here's what happened BEFORE the dreadful alvl exam..

So it was chen's birthday and we decided to go have steamboat at the Tian Tian Huoguo. It's in Bugis street, and the atmosphere there is not bad, coz it's at the roadside and one can enjoy the vooming sound of the cars(if you regard it as an enjoyment rather than irritation) , the breeze and observe other ppl at the same time while eating. Not bad a place really:D
AND it's better to sit outside, coz it stinks indoor,haha!

It looks like those taiwanese food stall at night.

steamboat:D

everything is not bad, the food and all.
BUT, the sad thing is i got an immediate stomachache and diarrhoea right after the steamboat..i rushed to the toilet and...hahha no need to elaborate i think..

then as usual, we cam-whored, enjoy:D

hahahs to take photo down the elevator is difficult, taking the accelation of the elevator into consideration...okay enough of physics..

and 3 days bfore that we met out again! hahaha! so here it goes:

went bowling. hmmm there's one funny part when i threw the ball but it's nowhere to be seen, coz it's behind my back...aiyaa, all becoz of physics lar, tsktsktskk

my chu wen....hahahha! (appearance can be deceiving!)

obsessed with purple ball..dont think wai harr!

We then went to chen's house for mahjong:D that is my second time playin mahjong but im still an amateur man! ahhhhh, i need some practice during the holiday!

The following photos are taken in her room. She lives with frogs!

Tired? got massage chair! but apparently chen doesnt use it..so we use it for her haha!

ther's one house opposite chen's and it's still under construction. 4 storeys high. wow.

i like this part of the hse:D nice place to have dinner:D:D

exploring the hse is an adventurous n fun thing to do!

After much persuasion, chen finally drove us one round around the house. memorable experience indeed!

It's really a rare experience, my very first time for you girl!

believe in yourself!:)

went for dinner then at pizzahut. I love the pasta ther, is a must-try!

hungryhungryy! instead of banging the table for food we be good girls n wait, haha!

yay food! other than food what do ppl live for? sounds a bit despo for food but true mah!

;)

wanted to blog this right after chem paper on last fri, but procrastinate till now, heez..so shall blog it up with it half done, to b continued! hahaha!

so done wif the written papers and left one more phy mcq.

and that's like goin to be 4 days later, hahahas.

a short holiday for now!

and after that paper, it will b freedom!

but freedom is not for long..coz very soon it will b feb.

then..it's time to make another choice.

actualy there will b a lot of choices...hm...

aiya talk about it the next time..

2008-09-29T19:10:00.001+08:00

Goodbye bittersweet 17,
hello 18 :D

shall blog more about it in the next few days to come, i promise:D

2008-09-24T18:38:00.000+08:00

play cool. :D

2008-09-20T21:26:00.007+08:00

im using my bro's com now so gonna photoblog the next time:D
anw i got things to blog liao! hahas

ytd had a fun day with sook! went for klunch, shopping and eat:D
we were like having some eating game, like the one in which you change destination frm one place o another. one stop we were at amk, the next we wear at bugis! then the next we were at toapayoh.
it's most applicable for us! coz we cant get any further then serangoon,haha! unlike ahxin who went to jurong to buy materials for her someone hahas

pity we didnt take any photos, after which we had gone to nice places and met funny incidents. aiya someone got any laptop wif infra-red? infra red jiu can liao!

anw wheneva you go bugis junction hor, in the shopping mall there is a water...hmm how do you call it..it's like a water fountain but not really a fountain..aiyaa you will see de la. anw, go try touch it! you will have an amazing experience out of it i guarantee, hahas!

i wan my shoes!

like this song, only recently hahas:

2008-09-20T00:27:00.002+08:00

yay prelim's over:D
feel weird typing here..but anw yea juz a short post yea.
so yea lots of things have happened, be it good or bad, they have happened. so gotta move on haha..

prelims let me learn more, more on ppl more than more on the correct stuff haha!

so, think abt happier things!

still feel weird...
so tt's all:D

2008-09-08T13:14:00.001+08:00

i hate exam.
Not only the content that i hate, i hate it's environment, the ppl that it moulds.
Weird.

2008-09-07T12:07:00.000+08:00

I'll be there.

2008-08-16T00:10:00.001+08:00

"Worrying is like a rocking horse"

2008-07-20T00:02:00.005+08:00

What's happiness?

Smiling=happy?

Anyway, just took these photos recently,

This is during geraldine's bd. hahahs. we did take other funny photos, but then i hadnt receive them yet~

My class photo, cool?

2008-07-15T19:27:00.001+08:00

everybody wants to be understood..

2008-07-10T18:39:00.001+08:00

so..it's another week.
so to be happy or sad?

2008-07-08T18:21:00.001+08:00

Suddenly i wonder..
if Reflection is another you, do you like Reflection?

2008-07-07T18:40:00.002+08:00

some video to share!
if you feel boredm watch this:

i think it's kind of cool and funny, hahahs.
especially the last part, but it's a bit gross la.
David Choi!! the cyber singer whom i like:D

Mother's day is like months ago.
But ytd i happened to notice this song that's composed by David Choi and put up on youtube 1 yr ago, hahas.
I like the lyrics, though some part he sang out of tune, it's nice :D

enjoy.

Happy Mother's Day (More Than Love)

Love, it's more than that
it's a deeper kind of feeling
I can't really understand
But I do feel it
because she brought me into this life
She's my mom, she's my mom

She brings me clean socks in the morning
Wakes me up cause I'm late when I'm snoring
She's not the best cook you see
But she tries and that makes me happy
Sometimes she gets on my nerves
sometimes I get on her nerves
but at the end of the day, she's my mom

She's more than love, She's more than love
She's more than love, She's more than love
That's how I feel so
Happy Mother's Day

No one can love you like a mom can
No one gives advice like a mom can
If you're a girl, she can help you with your make up
If you're a guy, she can help you with your break up
Moms will love you unconditionally
Right or wrong, next to you she'll be
If something ever happened to her child
She'd swim through the ocean, and run through the fire
That's a mom, that's my mom

She's more than love, She's more than love
She's more than love, She's more than love
That's how I feel, so happy
That's how I feel, so happy
That's how I feel so
Happy Mother's Day

A love song without the usual 3 words, hahas.

if you are feeling stressed...
watch this:

hahaha. It's powerful in destressing!:D

there are more at youtube:D It's a fun place u know, hahahas!:P

Have fun.

2008-07-06T16:04:00.003+08:00

here i am again! blogging!hahahas, nth better to do,lol.
anyway, i just went browsing through youtube videos and found some great videos. And i came upon one on xiaojingteng.
Actually i dont really like him, nor do i hate him, just feel neutral to this name. But i dont really understand where is the greatness or the uniqueness part of his voice that made the asia to be crazy over him.
of all his performances, i like this:

my hair stood up after hearing, hahahs.

and cant forget to talk about my Cao Ge!
He was awarded the best male vocal in the Golden Melody Award, WHOO!

No matter what other people says, like he's ugly, he's a gay, he cant dance..
whatever!
he's still the vocally talented Gary Chaw:D

2008-07-05T00:56:00.007+08:00

On the Friday we were at the Picturehouse as we decided to watch Driving Lesson, which showcast Ron Weasley, aka the red hair guy, wahhaa. I cant rmb his real name! :P
But before that i met chenxia in her school. Purpose? to try the school food, wheehehe! and to explore around:D We wanted to do sth else but didnt mangae to do, :X

The first sight when i arrived nyp,

It looks like a swimming pool! it's very the clean and looks like those chlorinated water. But it's too swallow to swim. I wonder if anybody went there to 'pao jiao',lol.

Then there's the palm tree! Does it mean that all schoool related to ny regards palm tree as an important figure?

if you dont really know..
one part of our school song goes like this:

"Like a graceful palm tree,

We stand together strong and free.

Yet the palm tree stands alone

A lonely sight to see."

It's quite a lonely sight,hahahas. The palm tree is situated at the centre of the open area.

So you see, the picture suits the song hor?haha.
So here comes my food!

Chen recommended me to this popular japanese food at Koufu. It's nice!

Then after lunch we went to walk walk, and to explore around.
Then we saw this!

Wow. I hope these is one in my school. If there is, i cant really imagine what it's like for the outfit section...one that sell a range of pale brown coloured uniform? hahahs

but the shopping arcade is cool lar, the shops are tended by the students.

we bought ice cream there:D

There's one value shope too, with funny pictures pasted on the window.

There are many gardens and fountains in her school.
And this is one of them:

Yeah :D

I like the background.

And yeah,hahah. I dont know what's wrong with my face on that day, the lower part does not coordinate with the upper part,hahahas.

So i emo there..

And this reminds me of the other part of the school song..

"Like a rising fountain,

our ardour hopes reach to the sky.

But the fountain stands alone,

though you and i"

Mayb there is a meeting before by all the ny admin stuff, the architect, and the engineers, and the planters and the composers. LOL

Then we were at the threatre, watching Driving Lesson.

There's one scene which we cant forget.
The granny was sick and she asked ron, rupert grint(i just knew how to spell his name, whahahs) to come to her side.
granny: come here..
then ron held her hand..
then
granny: f*** off!

siao. But we were laughing at that.

I think chen had a da ji when ron had ... with his one night gf, and when he said... hahahas. but he's forced to do that in that show!

We had dinner outside, and it's been a long time since we last had our dinner tgt.

U toss a coin and the food will come out, haha, lame.

Cant miss out cam whoring :P

PCZ:D

我们的喜怒哀乐，你选择哪个？

4th of july <3

2008-07-03T23:58:00.001+08:00

if i can do sth..it's imaginative...i wan to cut up my brain, n see what's in it.

2008-07-02T15:13:00.002+08:00

Last paper for mid year ended on 1041am(imitating qingying, her msn nick put the time for olevel, hahas).
But then it's like the last time lehhs, the joy is only greater at the moment when the teacher said,"stop writing". Maybe everything is unleashed at that moment, that moment when u heaved a sigh of relief, that moment when you think, ohhh, 完了(over liao)...(it got two meaning here).
then after that, it's enjoyment time. but the enjoyment is not as satisfactory as that if it is done during the exam. Hahas, it's like the more you want me to not have sth, the more i want to get tt sth.
human, so not comprehensive.
the thing to do after an exam: to un-宅, after becoming 宅男 and 宅女 for such a long time, hahahas.

is 迁就-ing a gd or a bad thing?

2008-06-27T18:31:00.002+08:00

Do this,

No matter what.haha.

2008-06-18T17:52:00.004+08:00

it feels rather weird to type here, coz it has been long since i last blogged. actually not long lar, it's just the feeling.
sometimes you wanted to blog about something, but it affects other ppl, so what goes into your mind will go into somewhere else. Unless you are a striaghtforward person, who writes everything in ur mind for everyone to see, be it good or bad, hurting or unhurting. well that can be good, since it is like a personal blog you can blog whatever you like, (except those banned by the law). But that will result in ppl hating you when it's offensive.
so,it's contridicting lar. that's life.
whatever things done, said,heard...can b contridicting.
such a wonderful word to use, hahahas.

so see, i have just crapped, left with nth to blog about. Contridicting right? nth to blog still blog,hahahs.
jiayou to everyone who will be taking mid yr RIGHT AFTER the june holiday. Contridicting right? holiday mend for playing, but it's the STUDY break for us.

this is the contridicting post,lol.
my personality was so much alike

anw after listening to 933fm on wujiahui's interview, i realised that i saw myself in him!

天灰色
连云朵也都觉得累了
这城市真的怎么了
车窗外看霓红街灯形形色色
肚子饿了孤单一个
同一刻回到家门口刚过凌晨
沙发旁有寂寞的冷
我想起你
总是给我种怜爱眼神
肚子饿了泡面一客
肚子饿了泡面一客
肚子饿了你不在这

我肚子饿了

2008-06-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

Since im already here, so shall write something here.
I really enjoy riding and enjoying the night breeze even though the skill of balancing wasnt good at all, thx :D
and the magnificient act of putting 2 bikes at one go in the lift, whoo, cant forget that. But too bad the camera wasnt in place to take that moment, or else it will be WHOA, wahhaa!
i like the night, when everything is still, it's like giving a pause to the the fast rynthm of the road, when ppl's footstep is so fast paced.
but sometimes night is scary. it's the blockage of light, and..haha nvm. Brave girl
tomorrow's father's day.

2008-06-09T21:30:00.003+08:00

另一张脸
作曲*李缌菘作词*林怡芬
刮了一阵大风莫明奇妙变天无缘无故心情灰站在窗前感觉就算世界少了我其实也无所谓蠢蠢欲动黑暗那一面不停的在变形吞掉我的极限陷在又冷又黑的悲观里就像出现另一张脸看着这张陌生的脸自己都讨厌觉得心情起伏不定没有人了解觉得孤独想大声哭觉得活得累觉得一切一切全都虚伪我想像个傻子一样笑着过一天想要看着你的薇笑相信有明天想要留下每一分钟快乐的感觉偏偏这张脸在我意志脆弱无奈又胡思乱想害怕时就出现不了解刮了一阵大风莫明奇妙变天无缘无故心情灰站在窗前跟着就算世界少了我其实也无所谓蠢蠢欲动黑暗那一面不停的在变形吞掉我的极限陷在又冷又黑的悲观里就像出现另一张脸看着这张陌生的脸自己都讨厌觉得心情起伏不定没有人了解觉得孤独想大声哭觉得活得累觉得一切一切全都虚伪我想像个傻子一样笑着过一天想要看着你的微笑相信有明天想要留下每一分钟快乐的感觉偏偏这张脸在我意志脆弱无奈又胡思乱想害怕时就出现不了解
看着这张陌生的脸自己都讨厌觉得心情起伏不定没有人了解觉得孤独想大声哭觉得活得累觉得一切一切全都虚伪我想像个傻子一样笑着过一天想要看着你的微笑相信有明天想要留下每一分钟快乐的感觉偏偏这张脸在我意志脆弱无奈又胡思乱想害怕时就出现不了解看不见灰的脸我的脸

love this song, like it's liang sheng ting zuo,hahahs.

it's the only clip i can find on youtube! dont care quality ok? hahahs, enjoy :D

IMAGINE?

2008-06-06T19:30:00.004+08:00

watched a video clip in my pro sch's fren blog and i had 4 mins plus of anger boiling inside me.

mayb she's just trying to attract attention or something, or..she just wants a tight slap on her face. WTH. I think my *finger is goin to be displayed, if i had the chance to meet her. well i dont really want to meet such a person if i got the chance.

I think the feel towards home changes when your perspective changes. It's better to be tolerent to woman..is not what she want, it just comes naturally.

So, it's still not a broken family, not that bad larr,it's just the perspective, the perspective. :D

anw, something to share frm the phy camp.

hmmmm, im too lazy to post,donno the code for the video too, so can just go http://the-lone-entity.blogspot.com/ this blog to see,hahahs.

so shall put up one photo:

i know you cant take your eyes off from the 3 characters, wahaha! anw the background is an experiment done to show parabolic path, damn cool. The person who invented that setup is really a smartie mann. btw it's really a man, hahahs.

and not forgetting the recent primanry school gathering that i went to..It's the FIRST time that i went to such a longlonglonglong-time-no-see gathering. Why i want to go? coz of the handphone number incident when my pri sch frens sent to the wrong number the last time, now they finally send to the correct number, -_-".
And also, wanna be a KPO and see how's everyone..and also... hahahhaas :P
anyway, it was pretty weird to see the old faces. And there's like, no common topic. So...for next such gathering, shall consider long before i make a decision whether to go anot.
But thinking of the good side, it's not that bad actually, as it's my first time eating out at Billy Bombers, ehh nonono, is Billy Bomber's brother, 6th Street? hahahas, cant rmb, and seeing that everyone is doing good is a good thing too:D

BUTBUTBUT! cannot forget to write about this, hahahas. I sort of manage to know jasmine's xin qing when she always talk about erherm. Wahh, totally cant stand it man. Hope erherm doesnt get to see this, hahahas.
something random, but truely from this gathering, i felt the importance of sec sch frens. The frens who are with u through sour, sweet, bitter and..spicyness, hahahas, they are the frens who will be with u in your life, though it may seems that ice are building up, but, we got our heater to melt them. Yea mannn.

kenichiro?

2008-06-04T00:24:00.006+08:00

Some random photos before i write anything long, hahahas.

eat them up so they wont be sad. bet they turn into smiley face when they saw the other food waving to them. lol.

I like its smooth surface.

Not forgetting those times..this was before the choir concert..

Hope you understand, i really don mean it.

:D

Since jasmine's goin to blog about today's celebration, will leave the job to her! wahahha!

happy birthday rl! after sweet seventeen, what's for eighteen? Hmmm, will know months later, hahas.

Browsing through photos bring back memories, and the taste of sweet and sour. But whatever things that happened had happened. So, it's rather good to look at the positive side.

I had one thing that dampened my agitatness, well the day that had just passed is an example.

That's smile. That radiant smile. :)

Respect

2008-06-01T14:39:00.003+08:00

I'm glad u replied. :)
Physics Camp was over. Miss the food there, hehehs.
:( i lost yanyu's blog address, i linked to a wrong address,-_-"

had fun ytd, though the things we are doing werent fun at all, hahahs

2008-05-27T11:26:00.011+08:00

Yo man. Suddenly i got the urge to blog. But this urge is dampened during the long process of uploading the pictures. Take sooo long to upload the photos! *Bang table*

anw, i have wrote earlier that i will blog about the zoo trip with my mum on last last month, which is on the 30th of march. Sounds pretty recent huh, but it feels like it's a long time ago.

Anyway it's a sudden trip to the zoo as the RC has organised such event for the recidents here as part of an activity to bond the residents(well not really, lol). What attracted me and gave me that urge to go is the cheap ticket price and the free bus ride to the zoo.

and one of the good things is that it makes me feel younger, hehehe :P

I rmbed the last time i was in the zoo was in sec2, when the whole sch went to the zoo during teacher's day for..painting i guess.

And the last time my mum went there is like....10 yrs ago? That's why she exclaimed tat the zoo has undergone a drastic change and she's quite amazed by it,haha.

The first photo that im goin to show u is not an animal, but it's :

Shop for animals? hahas.

Next,

My favourite meerkats! The one on the left can be a potential model.

Due to ah meng's death, it is obvious that there is a drastic change to the behaviour of the monkeys that we saw in the zoo.

The baboon emo-ing at the corner of it's cage. Anw, what a nice leg.

Charlie, ahmeng's relatvie, is also emo-ing.

Not only the monkeys, or the apes, or the kingkong..some other animals are also depressed about his death:

Rest in peace ah meng.

Anyway ahmeng's grave is situated near to a river. It's very peaceful. :)

My mum said that this is the fish that i ate most during the november n december period last yr. sryy to eat ur fren(ss).

fish(sheng yu) :!@#$%^

Seeing this makes me feel that as if i am in a foreign ang mo country. They are not for show, they transport humans.

zebra sexy back. the way that it crossed it's legs is so ladylike.

more zebras. More sexy backs.

Baboon has a long nose.

I think this pic is quite loving, n funny too.

"i believe i can fly~~" the food are hanged down there for them to eat. But the food smells.

The otter looks like a statue. But it's real.

There's this site where they show the types of animals that are found in Africa.

It shows that they bisect spider...Now then i know that the flesh of the spider is not connected to the shell...i dont even know it has got shell, hahahs.

The lions put up a show for us:

-_____-"

~Home sweet home~

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Im lazy to put up the rest of the photos. Blogger is making me crazy.

2008-05-21T19:11:00.002+08:00

Be strong, children.

you shi hou, zuo ren zhen nai....

2008-05-16T20:43:00.003+08:00

i enjoyed the volleyball match ytd. I realised that it was the first time i watched a volleyball match live, and it's even played by my sch. Whoo.
Saw the other side of my classmate (Lucas), so different from his usual self.
I then understand what sports team spirit is.

The volleyball team.

My class people.

Sometimes i felt im parting with myself. Today i got it back a little.

2008-05-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

Having a bad week? there's always a next week, and the next next..
make things better for your week= makes things better for yourself. (=

2008-05-04T13:21:00.002+08:00

No matter what, you said it, there's a limit. Felt the presence of this pressure when it comes to suanning, well slight suanning is ok, but it's OVER-suanning.
It's over my limit.

2008-04-29T17:11:00.002+08:00

I had nth much to blog actually. Have photos to upload, but feel lazy, and ther isnt any mood left to upload though. So, see how things go. Haha, has been my quote recently.
Been a week since choir concert. Choir concert was on last week, but it seems like it had happened a long time ago, perhaps becoz many things had happened last week. It's an exhausting period, like every month there will be one, but this time...hmm can say that it's quite a vivid one..
shant elaborate further, since it's sort of a part n parcel of life, isnt it? From it, sth will b lost(hmmm, actually not really lar, perhaps phrase it as 'emotionally unbalanced,lol) , but definitely thing can be gained, like knowing more abt ppl, let ppl know more about you..and know more about yourself.
anyway, talking about school, i find it rather weird when i see tartaric in school. Not only tartaric, but her friends as well. after reading about their 'glamorous' clubbing and her s__ lives that are posted up on tartaric's blog, i donno why, but the point of view towards them is different from what towards normal people. Just..weird, esp when we are in the same school..
And it's weird n tiring at home to c ppl wasting their time away..not 1 or 2 hrs..many times more than that..
It's quite funny and interesting to hear that ppl can be obsessed with my econs teacher,hahas.
There's a different between obsessed n admire, anyway.

Where's the intrinsic reward?

2008-04-21T23:06:00.003+08:00

Worn out. Even when i typed, i was so tired. I also donno why i choose to blog now. hahahs. Just that after the concert, though it's just a mini school-based concert, i had so much thoughts after that.
wanna thank Mr Toh for everything. There's a great difference and improvement from the time he stepped into lt2 last time, which is his n our first time meeting each other, to now. Everyone despises him, as his way of teaching was really, special. There are many words used by people to describe him, like gay...unreasonable...and the negative words continue.
But each time, there' progress. We are choristers, yet for the previous year(s) in choir, we are not really trained in understanding music. But during that time period, from the time he stepped in and replaced Ms Ong (our previous conductor) till now, we know how to pitch, listen for sharp/flat note etc. Learnt all these, just within 4 months.
I miss those practices, especially those recent ones when Mr Toh brightened us with his satisfaction, not to mention those when he just left the music room after a session of scolding.
And especially those rehearsals..good time spent, good memory stored.
During the concert, mixed thoughts came evolving around in my mind, they shant be there, but it's there.
Thanks to all who are sitting there supporting and cheering the choir. And my friends! Thx to all!
The encore is one which i will never forget, perhaps it's impact is due to the enclosed lt4.
How i wish to have another year in nychoir. To have another year of being in Toh's choir. All the hope goes to our juniors. They are the fortunate ones, well, so are we actually. :D
Will also not forget about the expression when he sat down there, watching at the small group and the solo perform...

There are 2 types of performers.
One, they are happy a relieved after the
performace, though it's a strewed
one.
Second, they feel sad, even it's a
good perfor.mance, for they expect more
out of the performance

2008-04-18T23:00:00.003+08:00

Toh's mood today determines mine. Glad it's not too bad one:D
Thumbs up to yin xue!! and the small group too. :D
And Choir. :D:D

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